hold on to me and never let me go;oh shitified crap. tomorrow's science paper and i'm so not ready for it. and i think my brain is going to explode soon with too much information. its 1.11 am now and i am still not sleeping because i'm staying up late just to study. but i guess its okay since i already had my afternoon nap just now. and now i just need a break to rest my mind so thats why i'm blogging. okay. my father and rauf just came back from tioman. HAHA. rauf is one happy asshole now cause he passed his diving tests so now he's a certified diver because my father just ceritified him a diver. well my father's a dive instructor so he teaches people how to dive and yaddayaddayadda. rauf is my uncle btw but he refuses to accept the fact that he's my uncle and keeps on telling other people that we are cousins because it makes him sound old. HAHAHA.
oh and by brother is being a fucking bustard now. he's just so irritating i just feel like smacking him. people here trying to study, please be considerate and not disturb me. damnit irritating i tell you. i am this close, this close, to having my hands landing hard on your face. and i dare to smack your face, damnit. don't think that i don't dare, because i dare. you reach my limit of patience and you'll go crying to our parents and i mean it. okay sorry. i'm just damn damn irritated and annoyed and pissed off.
oh and did i mention that i hate westlife and their new song? i was singing the song; i'm moving on(sigh such a sad sad SAD song) okay shut up! ANYWAY, i was singing to that song and then suddenly westlife and their new song came up on tv. i was in my room and you know how loud my family always on the volume of the tv. and the song kept on distracting me. please. meaningful songs like i'm moving on are way better than stupid meaningless songs that go 'we can be more than just amazing'. okay i think no one knows what i'm talking about and i'm just ranting about how intimidated i am by stupid silly things because i'm just so bloody annoyed that every slightest thing seems to irritate and annoy me. and again, my post is getting rather pointless so i shall stop here. HAH. off to study. how fun. BLEAGHS.
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